Sophomores are so fucking stupid.

I don't understand why people are so stupid. Sophomores are so fucking stupid. Everyone is so fucking stupid. I'm so tired of people and trying to work things out. Why can't people be more self reliant ? Why are people so dependent on someone else? High school means that it's time for you to grow the fuck up and out of middle school and act a bit more mature. It's time for people to grow the fuck up and understand that life's a bitch. More the fuck on so stop making a fucking big ass deal over nothing. The world does not fucking revolve around you so get out of the fucking way an stop making a scene.

I hate life. Kill me now. Buy me pills and let me swallow them by the bottle.
I have no idea how many times this thought runs through my head every day. I don't cut or burn or hurt myself in anyway (intentionally). But sometimes I just want to get away from it all. To leave and never come back. Death by overdose seems so cowardly though. You don't face the disappointment on people's faces when they lean over your coffin. You don't give an explanation or reason. Take it with you to the grave. Make people's lives more interesting as they try to figure it out. Many elaborate and philosophical accounts can be made but none truer that the fact that you hate everyone and everything therefore you just want to leave it all behind.