Perpetually pissed off.

fuck life

i'm just so fucking pissed. i'm so fucking tired. i hate family. i hate people. i just want to get away. far away. i don't want to be here anymore. i'm just pissing people off left and right. i can't even get a fucking hold of my fucking emotions. what the goddamn fuck am i doing. fuck me. i'm just so fucking tired. i just want a drink. this is the reason why i'm going to grow up an alcoholic. i just hate everyone so much, i need a fucking escape. breaking down crying is just the only thing i'm doing. i'm already drained from doing that. what good am i. ugh. why is life so hard. the difficulties just sap my motivation and will to do any better. everything's just so fucking troublesome. i need to get away. fuck life.

DONE

DONE WITH TOGAS.
DONE.

Parade today.
And then senior gifts.
):

10 more days of darkness

10 more days of darkness.
TOGA TOMORROW.
I HATE MAKING TOGAS.
I'M SO TIRED.
FABRIC HAS PISSED ME OFF TO NO END.
I NEVER KNEW IT COULD POSSIBLY PISS ME OFF THIS MUCH.
SO ANNOYING. UGH.

hope i have a great time at the dance though ~
first outdoor dance ! ^__^

on a side note..
Done with AP tests.
Now to stress about finals. -sigh- when will the schooling end.

I hate it.

JUST.
SO.
BITTER.

UGH.
I hate it.

FOR FUCK'S SAKE.

I FUCKING HATE YOU.
YOU ARE NOT A FUCKING LEADER.
YOU ARE NOT.
AND YOU NEVER WILL BE.
WHAT THE GODDAMN FUCK HAVE YOU FUCKING DONE FOR ANYTHING.
WHAT.
PLEASE.
ENLIGHTEN THE FUCK OUT OF ME BECAUSE OBVIOUSLY, I MISSED ALL THE FUCKING FUNDRAISERS THAT YOU PLANNED OUT OR THE EVENTS THAT YOU INFORMED THE OTHER PEOPLE.
OBVIOUSLY.
FOR FUCK'S SAKE.
GET A FUCKING GRIP ON FUCKING REALITY.
YOU.
ARE.
NOT.
FUCKING.
FIT.
FOR.
THIS.
I'M FUCKING DONE WITH YOU.
YOU'RE NOT CAPABLE OF MAKING ANY DECISIONS WHAT SO FUCKING EVER.
I DON'T FUCKING UNDERSTAND WHY YOU'RE EVEN CONSIDERING THIS.
YOU'RE SO FUCKING STUPID.
AND I HAVE TO SPEND ANOTHER FUCKING YEAR WITH YOU.
SO FUCKING GLAD THAT I'M FUCKING GOING OUT OF STATE.
YOU ARE THE PRIME EXAMPLE OF PEOPLE THAT I NEVER FUCKING WANT TO SEE EVER AGAIN.
DON'T FUCKING COME NEAR ME.
I AM NOT YOUR FUCKING FRIEND.
YOU ARE ESSENTIALLY NOTHING.
YOU'VE NO LEADERSHIP.
NO RESPECT.
NO RESPONSIBILITY.
NO REPUTATION.
NO EXPERIENCE.
NOTHING.
FUCK YOUR SHIT.
GO FUCKING FUCK YOURSELF AND GET THE FUCK OUT.

The Run and Go

I

HAVE KILLED A MAN

AND ALL 

I KNOW

IS 

I 

AM ON 

THE RUN AND GO

Twenty One Pilots<3

Dear me,
Stop fucking procrastinating. You're pissing yourself off. Get the fuck out and study. Almost fucking there.
Three more percent.
-Kristen

Shit to watch whenever

Star Trek
Star Trek: Into Darkness
Iron Man 3
Man of Steel
Game of Thrones
Walking Dead
Hannibal
Mama
The Great Gatsby
The Purge
Gangster Squad
Silver Linings Playbook
Catching Fire
Hangover III
Django
Les miserables
Memento
Zero Dark Thirty
A Separation
Nobody Knows
Argo
Sinister
Anna Karenina
The Perks of Being a Wallflower
For a Good Time, Call..
The Watch
Milk
The Intouchables
The Awakening
Taken 2
House At the End of the Street
Looper
1408
We're the Millers
Rain Man
12 Angry Men
Schindler's List
Se7en
Fast and Furious
IP man
The Lone Ranger
Thor
Grown Ups 2
Turbo
The Wolverine
Leon: The Professional
Sin City
Blue Valentine
Charly
12 Monkeys
Slumdog Millionaire
2 Guns
300: Rise of an Empire
Dead Poets Society
Percy Jackson: Sea of Monsters
V is for Vendetta
Texas CHainsaw Massacre
The Social Network
Whip It
Pitch Perfect
Princess Diaries
Ratatouille 
Remember the Titans
We are Marshal
Coach Carter
Butch Cassidy and the Sundance Kind
The Wizard of Oz
Easy A
Sherlock Holmes
No Reservations
DreamGIrls
Edward Scissorhands
Hachiko
The Proposal
Singin' in the Rain
Chaos Theory
Friends with Kids
Skyfall
Leap Year
27 Dresses
Sherlock Holmes
Iron Man 2
Coraline
Ice Princess
Memoirs of a Geisha
The Host
Admissions
Monsters University
White House Down
Confessions of a Shopaholic
He's just Not that Into You
My Sister's Keeper
The Backup Plan
Just Wright
Flipped
The Girl with a Dragon Tattoo
For Colored Girls
Prisoners
 White Chicks
The Internship
Don Jon
The Help 
The Devil Wears Prada
Les Miserables
The Hunger Games 
Scary Movie V
Corpse Bride
The Tourist
Just Go With It
Brave 
Tangled
The Princess and the Frog
Beauty and the Beast
Mulan
CInderella
Lady and the Tramp
Date Night
Midnight in Paris
Sparkle
Hope Springs
The Odd Life of Timothy Green
Hotel Transylvania
The Good Doctor
The Demon Inside
Shooter
Pain and Gain
Sarah's Key
Never Let Me Go
Frozen
The HObbit: The Desolation of Snaug
Imagine Me & You
The Perfect Man
Project X
Warm Bodies
Book of Eli
The Conjuring
42
Chloe
Carrie
Gravity
12 Years a Slave
I'm in Love with a Church Girl
The Saratov Approach
The Last House on the Left
We are what We Are
Epic
This is the End
Rise of the Guardians
Adore
Nebraska
Amour
Life of Pi
This Must be the Place
Safe Haven
Lincoln
Snowpiercer
Parker
Gimme Shelter
Pan's Labyrinth
The Elephant Man
Rush
Ghandi
Hunger
Malcolm X
The Hunt
One who Flew over the Cuckoo's Nest
The Grandmaster
All is Lost

20 more days of darkness.

So done with life.

So much to do.

UGH. 

20 more days of darkness. 

Let there be light.

Please, I need it.