Edmund

I'm sorry.  ):
#11-26-12

biased teachers.

I hate them all.

The tears just won't stop running.

Once it starts, it never stops.

Is this how it feels like to be forgotten?

I'm so tired or being ignored. Never remembered. Never cared for. Is this how it feels like to be forgotten? How my boyfriend forgets about my existence and doubts my feelings for him. Then again, maybe I don't love him anymore. Maybe I'm just in love with the memories I had with him. The times when we would be together and simply be happy. We didn't have to force conversation because things like that were natural. Now that's gone. nothing's the same. You've changed. You changed from the caring, loving person that would be my support system, but not you don't even care. You blame it on me because you say that I'm hard to approach and that I avoid you. You gave up before you even tried. You're the one that never makes conversation anyways. What else do I have to do? I hate carrying conversations and pretending that I like talking about myself, when in truth, I hate every aspect of myself. I can't believe that I used to think that you were my support system. What a joke. You're never available when I need you. Actually, you're never available at all. You never want to hang out with me whenever I suggest something and you always make up some excuse to not go. "I'm tired, I don't know if I'll want to feel like it." What kind of an excuse is that? You know that I hate making you do things that you don't want to do, but saying it like that makes it feel like I'm just a burden to you.
When the cons outweigh the pros, maybe it's time to break up.

When no one can help.

What can one do when someone else feels down. When no one can help, how do you fare?