fuck life

i'm just so fucking pissed. i'm so fucking tired. i hate family. i hate people. i just want to get away. far away. i don't want to be here anymore. i'm just pissing people off left and right. i can't even get a fucking hold of my fucking emotions. what the goddamn fuck am i doing. fuck me. i'm just so fucking tired. i just want a drink. this is the reason why i'm going to grow up an alcoholic. i just hate everyone so much, i need a fucking escape. breaking down crying is just the only thing i'm doing. i'm already drained from doing that. what good am i. ugh. why is life so hard. the difficulties just sap my motivation and will to do any better. everything's just so fucking troublesome. i need to get away. fuck life.