I hate texting in the middle of the night on your whim. I hate never talking to you. I hate never getting to see you. I hate how you're so impossible. I hate how you don't even seem to care anymore. I hate how you're never there for me. I just really really hate it.
I hate how I'm not smart. I hate how I suck at everything I do. I hate how I'm so ugly. I hate how nothing good ever happens to me. I hate how I'm so weak. I hate everything about me. I hate how I'm so useless. I hate how I'm never going to go anywhere in life. I hate how I'm so pessimistic. I hate how no one cares. I hate how I started to depend on people. I hate me.
Why can't I just die already. Everything is just so pointless. I'm tired of everything. Life is stupid, short, pointless, and boring. I hate everything and everyone. Just go the fuck away. I'm tired of talking, or trying, getting mad, and pissed. I'm tired of doing things on my accord and then being put down and rejected like I'm nothing. Well, it probably is because I AM nothing.
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