I just can't wait to leave.

I hate bothering people.
I hate pissing people off especially when I don't even know I did.
I hate disappointing people because I disappoint myself enough.
I hate trying, but falling short.
I hate that I hide everything.
I hate the fact that I can't trust someone with everything.
I hate that I feel like a failure.
I hate feeling like my friends are expendable.
I hate the fact that people leave.
I hate being here.

I just can't wait to leave.
But at the same time, I want to make the most of my memories here.

What to do..
What to do, indeed.