So I'm tired.

What's your fucking problem? You KNOW that I'm tired and just fatigued to the point where I don't want to talk to anyone or do anything. Why must you insist that I'm MAD. As if I had the time and effort to be mad. That's just so stupid. I'm tired. I have tennis to worry about. I have to do homework and study for classes that I'm going to fail which are supposed to prep me for the AP test which I am also going to fail. I have to deal with stupid band members that don't give a single fuck and have to see the everyday. I have to trudge through my REGULAR lang class. You really don't know how it feels to be in regulars. You. Really. Don't. You would never understand. I'm tired. Am I not allowed to be tired now? Do I HAVE to be energetic and enthusiastic and happy? People aren't like that. Everyone gets pissed off, or depressed, or just plain tired. You INSIST that you did something wrong and that I won't tell you what you did wrong whenever I'm listless and tired. You insist that I'm pissed off when I just really don't want to do anything. I don't want to deal with anything. Then I have to deal with YOU when you say that. Finally, you end by saying that I don't care. When have I NOT cared. If anything, I think YOU'RE the one that doesn't care. Where were you when I was ACTUALLY mad and pissed off? Now you're here when I'm NOT mad, rather just plain frustrated and tired from everything. I've told you so many goddamn times; I'm almost getting tired of saying it.