I don't think I've done much.
I have a boyfriend that is inexplicably lazy. I wouldn't even be able to begin where to start. I'm getting fed up. Boys ARE immature and apparently they don't reach maturity until 20 years old. Maybe I should have waited until college to get a boyfriend or gotten a boyfriend that can think and actually does something. This has bothered me before. He never takes anything seriously and makes a joke out of everything. Sometimes, I really do want to talk serious and be serious. Joking all the time doesn't suit me and I don't want to deal with it sometimes. Maybe it's just me because I'm a damn joy-kill, but I don't want to deal with someone that doesn't take somethings serious. I know that one should learn to overcome someone else's flaws or unfavorable attributes, but this really really bothers me. He doesn't think about long term and just about anything. The both of us are really different... But opposites attract. Maybe we're too different...
Some days I just want to look at you and say,"What the FUCK is wrong with you". Everything. Everything is wrong with me. I find the mistakes in every perfection. I see negativity in an aura of optimism. I thrive in the depths of self insecurity and listlessness.
I don't think my summer's going very well.
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